Prayer

Is a powerful thing.

When things are rough and you need someone to talk to but you dont wanna bother anyone, best person is God.

"Dear Heavenly Father,

I know I dont believe in you, but if you actually exist,..."

"in Jesus' name, Amen"

The middle part is whatever you wanna say! Doesnt matter what you're gunna say, you can even say, "father, im horny, i wanna get rid of it!" doesnt matter. example... never done it before but it's a good idea!

hahaha...

But yeah. it never hurts to try out you know (:

Pray for you. Care for you.

You

Will still always be there. In my heart.

Though i've let go, that doesnt mean i dont love you anymore.

I still love you soo much with everything i have. but you have moved on, so i moved on.

The relationship has ended but i hope after a bit, our friendship will last forever.

All i have is hope.

Though you dont need me anymore, I want you to know when there is no one there to support you, i will support you in whatever you do.

And therefore, you may go in peace with your partner because you'll be happier that way.

I know you hate this but Do what you want, you're still young explore and know what you want!

You will be there and you will always be in my prayers though you don't believe.

Letting Go

I believe that Song from Raymond Lam was interesting because that was what i believed. Well now that i think about it.

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠


這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

The Chorus,
Let go .. Let go of everything. I feel freer this way.
Let go .. Not because I didn't love enough.
Let go .. Give up everything. If I still have you as a friend
It's .. enough

i dont know... 
yes, I feel freer,  but i know i didnt love you enough that you would leave me. I know i was holding you back for you to grow from your full potential. I know that if i have you as a friend, it would not go well for me in the short term, so i will be leaving.

But i have let go. You go on with your life. I will go on with mine. Maybe one day we will be friends again. 

I know i still have feelings for you but i know i will always have feelings for you, i will always love things about you, you're my first after all. 

I suck with emotions, i dont know how to express them. I will learn. but yeah. I will move on, and IMPROVE. dont you hold back your improvements.

My Goodness!

God Please help me!

Tomorrow is the start of VBS! Please guide me and use me to do Your Will.

Sorry for the things i've done to you and others.

Please forgive me.

Please help me let go.

Forgive and Forget.

Moses.

To be like Moses. I wanna be like Him. Following God. Having a family that loves him so much. I want to be able to do great things as well.. God please use me.

Help me to forgive.

Help me to let go.