Talking

Been talking about letting go the whole time but the moment i think about something related to her, i would get pissed off and stuff. but like now today i looked at something and i was like "haha that's cute" i smiled. had this peace of mind and a peace of heart. im happy for them actually i support them. though i may not have enjoyed it in the beginning, but at the end of the day i am extremely happy for them. (:

Life is much better when there is time to breathe. When suffocation if over.

Time Machine.

If the time machine actually existed, what would you do?

Life would be so easy for the person who has it. But is it fair? If everyone had a time machine, the world would be so retarded by now. I wonder if anyone would go back to the Jurassic Era... lol they would be eaten on the spot and there would be a fossil of the time machine long later and which the whole course of history would change on the spot. because once something is shifted, everything in the world shifts.  it's really interesting eh?

I dont know if i want a time machine. actually maybe.  where would i go... i don't know. i think i would go back to my childhood and actually study and shit like that cause life would be much easier by now... well i wouldnt be in this school, i would prolly be in a better school. i would also be without my bestfriends now. so i dont know. my life is good now why change it. i may still be going thru a bit of a rough moment but at the end of the day, i chose this path and i gotta suck it up and deal with it (:

imma get a hamster! havent had the time to go out and buy it yet but im so excited! i think this week or next week would do! actually this weekend! i will go to the pet store and buy a hamster! (: 

Hopefully he/she wont die in my care (: