MY COUSIN

SOOO CUTE WHAT A CUTEY PIE!
Him and his wife are sooo cute! (:

This weekend

This weekend was interesting, jason and vanessa came to visit! well jason came for me and vanessa came for kenny. but it was interesting because i dont think jason and i really bonded that well before like in a long time. jason and i talked.. it was interseting cause it's like girl talk but like we talk about our lives as we try to fall asleep well i was trying to fall asleep atleast lol. we started to talk 230ish in the morning andt hen talked until 5-530 in the morning. it was a very good talk i dont know why but we talked about many things that were going on in my mind. such as i dont understand how people like me so much well not like in a romantic way but like i guess alot of people like me cause "im really likable." well i guess cause im quite good friends with my roommates i guess.

theres this girl that is one of my roommate's friend and she is like going through a recuperation of a break up and i guess im jsut like trying to help her. i dont see her more than a friend and i like that cause i like listening. but people jsut dont really like sharing with me (: im fine with that lol. i dont know whtat im saying but she's an intersting friend. im just listening and i dont think that he is worth her time.

but i am similar-ish to that dude. cause like i have done things that hurt my ex alot. and i dont know how to compensate for it though i want to. sometimes i dont know what im doing life.  well i have a sense of life direction. i know what i wanna do...

i enjoy life. im happy. but i miss the past sometimes. i love. i hate. Love Hate. they're not opposites.

Road to Apathy. Here i go.

A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more